June 12th 2009 @ 01:41 pm
Alex To - Baby I'm So Sorry
I've always been a strong advocate of being loner. Sad huh? I'd like going places whether there isn't flock of tourists around. And I like to do things by myself. But in reality, I'm not as independent as I thought. I do like being and doing things with loved one, friends, and family. Or maybe this kind of thinking on relates to travel and tourism.
Cases in point:
I love the idea of my roommate going home and I have the room all to myself, but I get incredible cold and lonely and have trouble falling asleep.
I can't stand my housemates. I can't stand their presences. But when they’re all gone and I'm home alone at night, I guess I get a little scared. (Who leaves all the windows open? It's cold!!!!)
I hate the fact that my mom made me call her. But I guess when I don't call for a long time, I kind of missed her, but still don't want to call because of the assumption that she's mad at me for not calling now.
With hunny, way back then I used to think webcaming every night is too much. But if our internet connections or webcam dies, I get incredibly sad and longed hear and see him =).
So to sum it up, I think I should just appreciate the people I like and don't like more, and not take them for granted. Hehe.
On a different note, I'm a failure. Some of my grades came in. I think I might just be dismissed. Boo.
Posted by Ivy
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